I thought

I thought I knew what I was doing, I thought it was perfect, I thought it would last forever, I think I was wrong.

Spring Break

Finally, a few days in to my long awaited spring break, I can feel my nerves start to settle. I get anxious just thinking about going back next week, so I'm going to delude myself into believing that I am not going back. It helps having my mom here, since my husband is away. I always love when my mom is around. Even when I'm feeling as down as I have been lately, she's able to pep me up. Maybe tomorrow we will go walk on the beach, or go window shopping, or something. She seems to feel that I have hidden downtown Brea from her, so hell, I guess we'll go there eventually too. Geez, I really should probably get to bed if I wanna do anything tomorrow!

Somedays...

The walls just seem to be falling down around you.

Those days provide you with two options.

Hold those walls up, or let them fall.

Today, I will fight to hold them up, but one day exhaustion will overcome.

On that day, I will sit and watch and the walls fall around me.

And with any luck, I'll laugh.

Sad State of Affairs...

When even your blog is subject to attack by a man unable to use spell check. Maybe I should consider that other team, minus the video tape and the husband. Ha!

I like woment now....

I Chelsea Roush have now officially joined the other team.

I am now taking applitcations for girlfriends (as long as you are willing for my husband video taping).

-Sincerely
The one and only,
Chelsea Roush

(Josh Roush witness)

Insanity is Everywhere

Sometimes, no matter how many people are around, your really just talking to yourself. All they see is a person talking, without hearing what they are saying.

Lacking anything original...

I will borrow from the genius that is Douglas Adams. This has been my favorite part of the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy since the very first time I read it many years ago and I was very sad it didn't make it into the movie (which I love, so don't take that as a shot against the movie). So I'm going to share it here:

The Babel Fish...

"Now it is such a bizarrely improbable coincidence that anything so mind bogglingly useful could have evolved purely by chance that some thinkers have chosen to see it as a final and clinching proof of the nonexistence of God.

"The argument goes something like this: 'I refuse to prove that I exist,' says God, 'for proof denies faith, and without faith I am nothing.'

" 'But,' says Man, 'the Babel fish is a dead giveaway, isn't it? It could not have evolved by chance. It proves you exist, and so therefore, by your own arguments, you don't. QED.'

" 'Oh dear,' says God, 'I hadn't thought of that,' and promptly vanishes in a puff of logic.

" 'Oh, that was easy,' says Man, and for an encore goes on to prove that black is white and gets himself killed on the next zebra crossing.